# Because of love?

- Link: https://legawa.com/buku-harian/because-of-love/
- Published: 2010-08-14T00:38:59+07:00
- Author: Cahya

I remember one ever asked me, “_why you do all this? because of love?_” So what 
was my answer back there? I have no answer, till now there is still no answer. If
my act was based on a mere love, a mere feeling, then that very feeling is the corrupted
reasoning that I can find endorsement for my act. There was no right, there was 
no wrong, I have had no time to think all those things back there.

Well, you may call it love, since the very act itself maybe a love form. But I never
thought what was my reason, what I shall achieve by my act. Or, you may call me 
stupid – I think it is more suitable for me. I remember Alexander Humboldt ever 
said:

> _I am more and more convinced that our happiness or unhappiness depends more on
> the way we meet the events of life than on the nature of those events themselves._

I would let the nature decide my path, since I am not a creator nor I am a seeker.
I walk with life, my life, and I am the very life itself.