# I’m Sorry for Not Praying It - Link: https://legawa.com/buku-harian/im-sorry-for-not-praying-it/ - Published: 2010-04-14T00:26:00+07:00 - Author: Cahya It was a windy evening when my phone ringing silently. I see… I got a message, there was no sender’s name but a number – indeed a very special number that I honestly can’t put a name on it, since what happen on earth between this two beings were nameless. I opened it with uncertain feeling flew desperately inside my closed soul and my untouched imagination. A nearly shocking words one after another’s. My heart beating so fast, but my mind still unmoved by any single thing. The words so clear that I could imagine if she was talked to me directly, even on the vaguest atmosphere around us all this time. “_Did you ever pray so we can live together?_” A simple sentence yet blew me very hard, since I do understand for what her words ever said to me or those ones which she kept inside her own enigmas. I know what she wish to hear, but more than a promise I shall speak the truth… moreover to the one who’s own my very heart. “_Do you wish I pray for it…, are you sure…, since there was none of my prayer ended unfulfilled?_” The night winds calmly entered my solitude chamber, as they were trying to hold me from speak more than necessity. Yes, I knew, it was a long answer for short of“ no”, yes I understand that sentence isn’t what she truly wish to hear right know. And the silence kept watching us from farness. “_I pray so where ever you go, you shall find happiness…, and if that is mean we shall bound together in this life, then let it be._” I don’t know whether that was the right thing to give both of us a hope. And I still believe the insignificant of a hope when faced an urge within a trembling heart and mind, so I can said like they used to say… _va’ dove ti porta il cuore_ to myself. The silence became a little bit awkward, I knew I have to say no more. Now its a matter of a couple hearts. Can they understand each others? There will be no persuasion to achieve what would be named as worth as a complete understanding. There will be a full understanding, or no at all – there will be a true love or no at all. It took a while – my mind was wandering around before again my cell phone ringing silently that evening. Yes that was from a nameless special number. She said softly… “_Then…, let me…, I shall pray for it._” And in return I said, “_Thanks…_” I am happy, and I know so she is. I can’t say anything more. It more than everything I can say… [  Copyright secured by Digiprove © 2010 Cahya Legawa](http://www.digiprove.com/show_certificate.aspx?id=P13418) [https://outlookmag.org/wp-content/uploads/2015/05/prayer.jpg](https://outlookmag.org/wp-content/uploads/2015/05/prayer.jpg) ## Comments ### By: titut - Link: https://legawa.com/buku-harian/im-sorry-for-not-praying-it/comment-page-1/#comment-3576 - Published: 2010-04-17T01:57:34+07:00 do you believe in unspoken prayers? i do. even sometimes, i didn’t remember whether i ever DID speak my long lasting lintanies out – because, i think – I own them very personally. Memuat... ### By: aldy - Link: https://legawa.com/buku-harian/im-sorry-for-not-praying-it/comment-page-1/#comment-3575 - Published: 2010-04-14T21:15:56+07:00 Kembali postingan berkenaan dengan yang indah-indah, walaupun buta tuli bahasa inggris tetap ingin komen, walau mungkin ndak nyambung dengan artikel diatas. Memuat... ### By: Lea Ramdhani - Link: https://legawa.com/buku-harian/im-sorry-for-not-praying-it/comment-page-1/#comment-3574 - Published: 2010-04-14T20:07:09+07:00 hmmm..well,karena ini pake basa england,saya musti baca sampe 2 kali utk mencernanya.. hehe touchy banget deh bacanya..happy ever after ya..LUV IT!!^^ \*tgl 14..libur.. libur\* Memuat... ### By: wigati - Link: https://legawa.com/buku-harian/im-sorry-for-not-praying-it/comment-page-1/#comment-3573 - Published: 2010-04-14T19:29:04+07:00 ;;) may..this being a good thing for both of you Memuat... ### By: Decy - Link: https://legawa.com/buku-harian/im-sorry-for-not-praying-it/comment-page-1/#comment-3572 - Published: 2010-04-14T12:16:20+07:00 jawabannya , jika tidak berdoa untuk itu , intinya ” let it be…” begitu bukan maksudnya Cahya ? maaf kalau salah .. 🙂 Memuat... ### By: jun - Link: https://legawa.com/buku-harian/im-sorry-for-not-praying-it/comment-page-1/#comment-3571 - Published: 2010-04-14T10:31:36+07:00 ini isinya curhatan hati kenapa gag ditulis dalam bhs Indo gitu sih bang? Saia jadi\* speechless\* habisnya mesti ditranslate dulu pake Google baru bisa baca–meski agak aneh juga 😛 Memuat... ### By: wahyu nurudin - Link: https://legawa.com/buku-harian/im-sorry-for-not-praying-it/comment-page-1/#comment-3570 - Published: 2010-04-14T08:24:53+07:00 i don’t need to say i’m sorry i do everybody wants to do you want the same thing too —————generation / simple plan ———- Memuat... ### By: Asop - Link: https://legawa.com/buku-harian/im-sorry-for-not-praying-it/comment-page-1/#comment-3569 - Published: 2010-04-14T07:22:47+07:00 let’s pray. 🙂 Memuat... ### By: TuSuda - Link: https://legawa.com/buku-harian/im-sorry-for-not-praying-it/comment-page-1/#comment-3568 - Published: 2010-04-14T05:26:29+07:00 Sometimes if we give massages like that from mistery guest, it’s need wise answer when we have a lot time to talk with her. Thanks for sharing personal story.. Memuat...