# The Way of Closed Eyes

- Link: https://legawa.com/buku-harian/the-way-of-closed-eyes/
- Published: 2012-01-04T12:29:44+07:00
- Author: Cahya

> I don’t want to see the world anymore…

A first sound comes in humble harmony through my shallow consciousness. But why…?
Why must those words, question by question are popping up out of nowhere.

I don’t want to see lie,

_So I close my eyes…._

I don’t want to see violence,

_So I close my eyes…._

I don’t want to see hatred,

_So I close my eyes…._

But then, I do know, if those everything I don’t want, then perhaps I don’t want
to see the world itself.

Then again, I am the world, the all creation are me. If I don’t want to see the 
world perhaps I don’t want to see my own self. I’ve closed my eyes for myself.

![Polar Bear](https://i0.wp.com/i220.photobucket.com/albums/dd301/haridiva/Manvahana/
PolarBear.jpg "Polar Bear")

Now, let me be honest, at least to myself.

Now, I lay down in some big strange empty space. Perhaps I’ve closed my eyes since
I found something I dislike within, and reflected toward the world around me.

Perhaps there are lie, violence and hatred within me, in many ways so subtle, and
all I can see only their reflection in my surrounding space. Within the gloomy atmosphere
that trying to capture my very soul.

There is nothing I can do (yet), while on this path I closed my eyes, then I let
stillness overflowing my existence, so I can see clearly what I truly am – just 
when this way of closed eyes end its’ path.

## Comments

### By: tina latief

- Link: https://legawa.com/buku-harian/the-way-of-closed-eyes/comment-page-1/#comment-15346
- Published: 2012-01-12T08:11:12+07:00

I won’t close my eyes again cz i will see you again wait me in the rain….
 so why
am I still here in the rain..

Memuat...

### By: Bang Aswi

- Link: https://legawa.com/buku-harian/the-way-of-closed-eyes/comment-page-1/#comment-15345
- Published: 2012-01-05T17:08:48+07:00

Dengan memejamkan mata biasanya ada kekuatan tersembunyi yang akan keluar dengan
energi yang luar biasa ^\_^

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### By: Outbound Malang

- Link: https://legawa.com/buku-harian/the-way-of-closed-eyes/comment-page-1/#comment-15344
- Published: 2012-01-05T10:38:02+07:00

well, i think it’s not easy to close the eyes for anything happen in this world,

we must do something to change our world. is it right? visit me back yea.. thanks
🙂

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### By: ladeva

- Link: https://legawa.com/buku-harian/the-way-of-closed-eyes/comment-page-1/#comment-15342
- Published: 2012-01-05T08:51:51+07:00

Wait, first I want to tell you, I did typo in my previous comment. I should wrote
change not chance 😀

Second, I disagree if we changing the perspective means that we run away from the
problem. That’s the way how I make peace inside myself and I’d rather to do that
one than closing my eyes. Why? Because if I close my eyes, how can I walk? How can
I see the wholeness? I’d rather to keep my eyes open and play with my mind 🙂

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### By: Cahya

- Link: https://legawa.com/buku-harian/the-way-of-closed-eyes/comment-page-1/#comment-15343
- Published: 2012-01-05T08:58:29+07:00

Well its easy, close your eyes, and open your heart, its a far wider window to look
at the world completely in a honest way ;).

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### By: ladeva

- Link: https://legawa.com/buku-harian/the-way-of-closed-eyes/comment-page-1/#comment-15340
- Published: 2012-01-04T21:16:56+07:00

Somehow, liar, violence and hatred can teach something for us. Even we will sad,
angry or crying about that stuff. But trust me, nothing is useless in this world,
even that things sooooo bad! We just need to chance our perspective. Yes, talking
more easy than acting, right?! 😛

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### By: Cahya

- Link: https://legawa.com/buku-harian/the-way-of-closed-eyes/comment-page-1/#comment-15341
- Published: 2012-01-05T06:43:52+07:00

Deva, ha ha…, but doesn’t changing perspective meaning just another run away? Why
don’t we just see the wholeness, and then act accordingly, or perhaps, if we aren’t
capable to see the wholeness, just close the eyes :D.

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### By: Zippy

- Link: https://legawa.com/buku-harian/the-way-of-closed-eyes/comment-page-1/#comment-15338
- Published: 2012-01-04T20:59:02+07:00

Ternyata itu to alesannya kenapa ingin menutup mata dan tidak ingin melihat dunia
😀
 Kalo gitu, saya juga sih, menutup mata karena malas melihat kebohongan, kekerasan
dan kebencian yang ada di dunia ini 🙂 \*ssst…pake B.Indo aja ya mas, bahasa linggis
saya masih terbata2 kalo untuk nulis 😆

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### By: Cahya

- Link: https://legawa.com/buku-harian/the-way-of-closed-eyes/comment-page-1/#comment-15339
- Published: 2012-01-04T21:09:36+07:00

Zippy, thanks, I do have blog on Bahasa – at [Bhyllabus](http://catatan.legawa.com)
obviously :).

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### By: honeylizious

- Link: https://legawa.com/buku-harian/the-way-of-closed-eyes/comment-page-1/#comment-15337
- Published: 2012-01-04T14:23:15+07:00

don’t close your eyes

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### By: giewahyudi

- Link: https://legawa.com/buku-harian/the-way-of-closed-eyes/comment-page-1/#comment-15336
- Published: 2012-01-04T14:13:24+07:00

I’ll close my eyes when there is no hope anymore in my life..

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