# Thinking Too Much Lately

- Link: https://legawa.com/something-else/thinking-too-much-lately/
- Published: 2010-01-16T12:50:09+07:00
- Author: Cahya

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I know there is something disturbing me lately, or maybe more than something. It
must be very irritating for me to has everything make me look like a _skhwang_ (
using an informal term from avatar movie).

I really do not need anymore higher voices or stronger winds to take my steps above
the heaven. Sometimes, I love to stay still, and find without any understanding,
while my mind calm as the gentle morning moist.

Even I am in the middle of the most confusing mazes, I love to stand or sit still,
and grasp some harmonies within my range of consciousness – till everything fading
slowly, till existence stop trying to keep exist.

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