It was this year’s Christmas, around a new humble brick house, in the middle of green rice fields, when the sun hidden between the cloudy sky, after the mountain wind gently danced around what we call a family. Yes, it was there I met you again after a while.
I don’t speech freedom, I breathe them. I don’t pray love, I walk them. I don’t chant peace, I live them. I have no particular belief, but a flow of some simple tunes.
Recently, I found people around me were starting to say that they wanna, or perhaps asking whether they should go home. Well, I just arrive here last month, so I don’t really feel miss my home just yet. But, for those who already far away from home, for months and years, I think the fadingLanjutkan membaca “Home”
Someone perhaps spend a night embraced by warm blanket, and poured with sweet dreams. Then, that someone is a lucky person, or so I thought of it. The song of the night, the paint of the darkness, the opposite of the bright poetry, not everyone are aware of it.
There is something in my mind right now, and it’s about performing euthanasia, but of course not to a human (or my patient). My little puppy gets seriously sick, he got high fever a few weeks ago and then double time complex seizures in short periods. Well, worst than that, he started to lose limbLanjutkan membaca “Reconsidering The Happy Death – Euthanasia”
When we speak about family, when we say family, when we think about family, what we refer as a family? Perhaps, it’s an easy word to speak, but somehow lost in its own way. I don’t have the answer, nor I believe I shall have the answer, for – perhaps – it has no answer.
Time surely changes everything around us, including how the society and personal response to their life questions. I am not living in the past, but perhaps part of my soul trapped there. The ancient wisdom is the mainstream of today life architecture, well at least that should be the reflection of Balinese culture.
So, I ever imagined stay on a spaceship, break through the atmosphere into the darkness. Then what would happen if you lost the control over the shuttle? You might start a journey of nowhere. Yes, the feeling of getting on an endless journey – something that immeasurable.
Lately I don’t do anything much, spend some times with my puppy is one thing I can do to relief my stress. Well, it’s not like I am having any particular problem now, but having fun with puppies is amazing.
Simply said, enlightenment is eat when you hungry, and sleep when you sleepy. Enlightenment is not something written on the book, chanted time over time, or standing high in the sacred grounds. You can’t seek enlightenment, but it is there.