I made some plans for what I will do in the next days after the next year. The thing is that those plans and I now where exist between a huge wall ancient norms and the opposing wishes of many people who I dear most. It is a crossroad between my life philosophy, my ideal,Lanjutkan membaca “Crossroad of Ancient Future”
What do you think of future? I always think that future is a non-exist element in this life. Perhaps life is a random walk, but I won’t deny that many people try to shape their future from the very present time.
Do you have a plan before new year? – a friend asked me. Simply I said, I have no plan – there is still a lot of things need to be done. Then time after time, moment after moment. I remember something that long has been forgotten. I am yet let my old violin dustyLanjutkan membaca “Plan Before New Year”
The simple phrases “Rain under your umbrella”, I’m not quite sure where I ever got those words entering my head. Maybe when I read “Salad Days” in past few years behind. Well, you may have been reading my post about “Dark Rain” before, yes my small city is under melancholy rain right now. Suddenly thoseLanjutkan membaca “Rain Under Your Umbrella”
Yesterday, I called home – my mom, she wanted to say something. And I nearly got a heart attack when she said that she wanted to visit Jogja next month – are you insane?, I yelled in my heart, but instead I said, “very well, just be careful on the way.” There would be apocalypseLanjutkan membaca “A Home Call”
It was recently…, hmm…, these months…? these weeks…? I can’t remember it clearly. The phones were always ringing and gave me a quick shock among my peaceful times these days. The topics always same, and the source too… I picked the phone (any of them which rang), “Yes Mom…, I’m fine…, don’t worry“. I alwaysLanjutkan membaca “Get Home Get Married!”